I started to make a weekly scedule with daily and weekly returning events. I am not satisfied though. It now look more like daily todo lists. It has no order, no real structure, just a list with activities. I am not sure things will work like this because I have worked with todo lists before and how long did that last? 2 weeks at most. Then again ( Read more... )

The weather is depressing today. I dont like gloomy days like this. The weather always has a great influence on my energy levels. I feel so much better when the sun is out and it is warm outside. Of course you cant influence the weather but I keep wondering why it is that my moods are influenced by the weather so much ( Read more... )

I am so tired today! It feels like a huge hangover while I didnt have any alcohol. I knew beforehand this was going to happen because I went to a con and I am paying for it the days after. Neverthless I wouldnt give it up. Cons are the place where I can be in a crowd and not feel bad. But it is the only time I can endure a crowd. I guess it is ( Read more... )

I am really all over the place in the last couple of days. My head is feeling uneasy and I dont know what it is coming from. Maybe it is because there are all these huge changes waiting for me in the next couple of weeks. I expect I will be diagnosed soon but then what? It makes me feel uneasy to the core. I dont like change, I like to know what is ( Read more... )